I am here....

I am here as a queer rendition on a theme. My love for the beauty held within each human being is far beyond anything any deity could fathom and yet I find nothing but hatred most days for the ignorance that allows that beauty to hide. The question remains: Is it worse to not realize that you are being lead by the poisoned eyes of some captain of industry or to know and do nothing? I would assume the latter. Most days my words seem meaningless. I know my ignorance is great and to overcome it a herculean task. Still, I soldier forward. My CD is done burning. fuck off.

I will achieve something great if I must destroy my mind to do so.

Back of my skull splitting at seemingly nothing.

Everyday I have hope. "People should be allowed this much" I tell myself. They all share the divine light as I do and therefore they warrant my attention and empathy. Sadly most days I encounter greed and stupidity on a scale I could have never conceived of. Has it always been this bad? How in the hell could humanity make it this far? It must be that human civilization advances with the help of one of two things: Compassion or bloodshed. While one can push us farther and faster then it could have ever been thought possible, the other is cheaper and by far easier. I'm sorry: I didn't know where this was going when I started. I just thought that maybe I could kick-start something in my head.

Ears Open! Ready! Aim! Listen!

I'm here now. Nap time. More like power nap time. Be back later.